here's the truth

For those of you who are coming here for the first time, I'm going to be truthful for once. I wrote this blog as a have fun, be as dirty as I wanted to be. Certain events have happened in the last few weeks, and contrary to popular belief, I'm not going to shut down because of those events. Ryan is a real person but I don't feel anything like that towards him. I did at one time but it's stopped since then. We have talk and nothing else. I'm stating this because again, others are reading this and thinking it to be me. Most of you, excluding some, don't know who I really am and will never get a glimpse of that person.